Beauty and order

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

This love affair I have with poetry and art and music ... I set it aside for years as frivolous, sentimental and unproductive. My ambition-focused education brainwashed me into believing that success, efficiency and professionalism were of ultimate value. I could kick myself; I fell for it.

Truth is, I'm a creature who loves the things of beauty in this world.

Science and math -- the things of logic -- have never been my forte. I see now that they reveal the character of Creator God: order, changelessness, consistency. They're beautiful, in their own way. I can appreciate that, even get excited about it.

But they aren't the things God uses to reach into the deepest recesses of my soul -- to entice me and bring my spirit to life. No, that would be the things of the senses: words, colors, sounds. These things lead me to a greater awe of the God who created them, the God who created me. These things lead me to worship.

Give me ...
... and for a moment (if only a moment), I glimpse something of the glory of God. And these words, these colors, these sounds ... they bring me to my knees.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

When I saw Michelles latest post I thought of you immediately. I love how you wrote, I'm hyperventilating! That made me laugh outloud, don't know if it was intended to or not. But it's so you and I love you so it gave me a chuckle.

Kim said...

Thank goodness for music and poetry. My spirit would die otherwise.

Michelle said...

I used to be embarrassed of my "silly, girly dreaminess" for the same reasons. I felt like I wasn't grounded or something. But I have come to really believe that beauty is just as real as the facts are...they're just prettier ;) God didn't have to make things so gorgeous in nature, or make the birds sing. He always knows how to set the most romantic scenes. And you, my sweet friend are easily wooed by Him ;) That's beautiful.

And I am more than touched that you would mention me.

Rachel said...

and let me add to the beauty...